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Gender: Female
Location: Louisiana
Occupation: Asst. Manager
Age: 32
Member Since: May 4, 2005
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Last Update: June 21, 2005
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you probly think im being silly but im not its the truth and it really hurts, im just gonna come out and say it, my mum doesnt love me and im being serious she says she hates me but perhaps she doesnt she might like me but there is no mother love there she talks to my sisters mates more then she talks to me and when she does talk to me she just nags at me and yells i dont have any bond with her and it hurts me when i think about it i know she loves my sister cause she shows her love she buys her everything but that aint even the problem i mean i dont mind if she would rather spend her money on my sister its just that she never hugs me or helps me threw things when im upset when im ill i cry in my room on my own i wish it wasnt true i sometimes block it out and just say to myself that im being silly and its not true, but then some small little thing will triger it off again like it i see my mum hugging my sister or something like that my mum never takes me anywhere and she wil never talk to me about anything i feel alone even when im with a load of people i just feel alone inside all i want is my mum to show me some love sometimes to hugg me some days to hold my hand when im ill and to show me she is really my mum and not some stranger i no this sounds stupid and dont laff but sometimes i cry in my bed and put my arms around me and pretend it my mum telling me everything is alright :( i think its time i faced up to the truth (link)
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Who knows what your mom is thinking dear one...but you are a precious precious little soul. I have not been where you are, I cannot say that I understand how you feel. You are such a big person even now because even though you know how she feels, you still regard her as your mother and you love her. It's almost like the roles are reversed in your situation. We can't change who people are unfortunately, but we can change what and who we become. The only thing that I could suggest to you would be for you to lead by example and "show" your mom that you love her whether or not she loves you. Find someone though who can give you that nurturing of a mother figure, you will need that..even if it's a teacher or mentor.
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fanx alot what your saying is right fanx
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