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i desperately need help to stop cutting.. im too scared everyone will judge me if i tell them, ive been doing it since i was 11 (now 16). i wanted to tell my best friend but i have already told her i got the scars from random accidents.. she has made jokes in the past about how they really look like self mutilation scars and she said 'i really dont understand how anyone could be into that.. 'i hate my life" *gestured cutting wrist. i was going to tell my teacher when he had a discussion with me on how i deal with emotions but i just couldnt say it. Theres no way i would talk to my mum because she would over react.. and i dont want to go to counseling because i heard they tell your parents.. how can i stop this by myself? i already write a journal, draw pictures and horse ride
I know you prolly think life sucks, but if you down set and think about it, things could be worse. Life doesnt always go your way, matter of fact it seldomly ever goes your way. Nothing is perfect, flaws are withing everything. You just have to realize that whatever it is your going through that makes you cut yourself, you need to just stop and think ONCE before you do it,Why, are you doing it, "Do you really let things get to you so bad, that you would inflict pain upon yourself?" Quit feeling sorry for yourself, no one can change what you do. Im mean sure they can counsel you, and tell you its a big "no,no" But you already know its wrong to do it. So in order to see a change, you have to be the change. Maybe you dont get it or maybe do, all you gotta do is stop being foolish, and thinking that things wont get better and that your life is horrible. Its really not that bad, when I read your question, I already knew that your life isnt half as bad as it could be, you mentioned "you cant tell everyone because your afraid they will judge you" That tells me right there you are known well enough that people would be concerned, also that you have a bestfriend (which you are scared to confide in ) And that you dont want to tell your mom which lets me know you have people who can help you around. But those people can only comfort you, and dull the surroundings that you dont like in your life and havent learned to accept yet, Your the only one who can truly change yourself. Goodluck.
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i dont think my life is bad, i do have problems but everyone does.. i have no idea why i am just constantly depressed i honestly dont have much reason to be
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