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Sorry if this is long. Okay i'm a 14/female and have a slight problem. I met this guy Greg at a party, and really liked him. So we talked alot and got close and ended up going out. But about a week later I broke it off because things wern't working out but I still had feelings for this guy. So one day we were talking on-line and we were joking around about having sex. So I was like "Yea i'd bang you any day!" And he calls me and was like "Are you serious?" and me being stupid I said yes because I didn't want to look dumb. So one day I went to his house and was going to tell him I was joking and all but he was peer pressured me into doing it. After that we promised each other we wern't going to tell anyone. And he was like "well I would like to tell my friend Joe" so I was like okay. So the next day I went to school and Gregs ex girlfriend comes up to me and was like did you fuck greg? and she told me that the rumor was going around and so I talked to Greg and was like why did you tell everyone and he was like "i'm sorry I didnt mean for everyone to find out" Like cheap whiskey I bought his stupid lies! So then we were friends and ended up going to homecomming. While at H.C he tells me that he loved me and everything but didn't want to go out with anyone at the time. So I was just like okay and we were just friends. Well I became good friends with a girl named Leah who was also friends with Greg. So I was talking to her (not knowing she knew about me and Greg) until she brings up what happened between me and him and she tells me that he lied to me nd wasn't a virgin! So i confronted him and he said that it was true so I was mad. and i also found out that he lied about toher thinfs too. So we deicded to not talk for a week... his dumb idea so we havent talked for some time but the thing is I stil like him even though he's caused so much pain in my life. Like the rumors I had to hear going around school and geting made fun of. I see myself getting very upset at what other people say to me like some times I come home and just cry. I started cutting my self and always find myself thing about suicide and I dont know if this has anything to do with this but lately i've been REALLY tired and falling asleep in class when I go to bed around the same time every night! I really need to get over Greg and his lies but I just dont know how! I'm emotionally attached and need to know how to let go and i'd appreciate advice! Thanx babes!
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-Kristen* (link)
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dear kristen,
i just recently had a boyfriend and there r rumors going around saying tht he dont wnat another fuckin thing to do with me so after about.. almost a month it has been i finally got over him it was hard i was heartbroken i cried in my room everyday and still dont no y he was worth my long cry if he did tht to me..
all im saying is tht u will get over him and then tht means u can find better.
everything happens for a reasno right?
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