Being a teenager is the toughest thing any of you will go through..well except for a divorce or death of a loved one.
Adults just do not remember how hard this time of life is for you.
They forget how important all of these things that you ask questions about are.
Parent do not have all the answers either..they just muddle through life..just like you.
I am as old as dirt..and still have some of the things that happen to you..happen to me.
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I hate life like you wouldnt even believe. My dad left when i was a baby and my mom is on meds and living with a bf or maybe just some guy she has sex with and so ever since i was young i have been forced to live with my grandmother. My mom and aunt are on meds for depression and stress and they both claim its cuz of my gma which doesnt surprise me cuz she makes me insane, i wish i was dead like every 20 seconds. ever since i had sex she has been talking about eh guy for ever and its really hard for me cuz i really like him and she is the reasion why we are not together and all she ever does is tell me how worthless i am and how im stupid and how the only job i will get is selling my self even tho my grades are ABBBCC and she tells me that i am really low and just basicall puts me down every chance she gets. and i believe that is why i have no self confidence what so ever. and i believe that is why i had sex with my bf because he was the only guy who ever made me feel special and beautiful. but thats besides the point. everyday she reminds me of my mistakes and its getting old and i just want to shoot my self so i have been drinking and taking pills to make me feel alright and what not and well my question is this what can i do so i dont feel like shit 24/7? just a second ago i was going to go out cuz one of my friedns called me and she said oh you look easy enough, so how manny boys do you think you are going to fuck and so i riped my shirt and threw it at her adn said 100 get in line bi***
any ideas or insight would be much appreciated
thank you (link)
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so you canot live wiht your mom or aunt for they are..um..crazy..jeez..this is a tough one...
But first of all you are NOT worthless..to me..YOU will be way better than your loser granny who drove TWO people crzy and your mom and aunt who medicate themselves to death. You know what is right behavior and what is wrong..and how DARE they even put you down when they have donw such a SH*** job of their lives..
Anytime ANY of them..even dare to say one word to you..say to them..what and YOU did such a great job.and walk away.
But do not buy inot thier diseases by having sex and drinking..by doing that..YOU are confirming to them...that you are just LIKe them.
So you best at school..get a job..go to college..have a GREAT realtionship..wiht GREAT people..that alone will show them what a AWESOME person you are.
Youa re not a loser..you are going to have a WAY better life..than they could ever imagine....
LIVIMG good...is the best revenge...
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