umm...im tall, blue eyes really sweet and get along wit pretty much anyone i meet. juss ask me anything cuz ive probably been through it all.
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I hate life like you wouldnt even believe. My dad left when i was a baby and my mom is on meds and living with a bf or maybe just some guy she has sex with and so ever since i was young i have been forced to live with my grandmother. My mom and aunt are on meds for depression and stress and they both claim its cuz of my gma which doesnt surprise me cuz she makes me insane, i wish i was dead like every 20 seconds. ever since i had sex she has been talking about eh guy for ever and its really hard for me cuz i really like him and she is the reasion why we are not together and all she ever does is tell me how worthless i am and how im stupid and how the only job i will get is selling my self even tho my grades are ABBBCC and she tells me that i am really low and just basicall puts me down every chance she gets. and i believe that is why i have no self confidence what so ever. and i believe that is why i had sex with my bf because he was the only guy who ever made me feel special and beautiful. but thats besides the point. everyday she reminds me of my mistakes and its getting old and i just want to shoot my self so i have been drinking and taking pills to make me feel alright and what not and well my question is this what can i do so i dont feel like shit 24/7? just a second ago i was going to go out cuz one of my friedns called me and she said oh you look easy enough, so how manny boys do you think you are going to fuck and so i riped my shirt and threw it at her adn said 100 get in line bi***
any ideas or insight would be much appreciated
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gosh...ur life is so sad. i wish ur mom didnt do that stuff. man wut an idiot. ur grandmother has no right to say that stuff 2 u. u can just stay away from ur house as much as possible. when u have 2 come home, then go straight to ur room and dont say a word. plz dont drink or take pills anymore they arent worth it. if this continues on and ur really really really fed up w/it, then just tell ur grandmother. tell her 2 shut up and that she has no rite to say that sh** bout u. and if it still continues, i would tell somebody. look into foster homes cuz this isnt fair 2 u. hope i helped ya!
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