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I 14 yrs. old and i am so down lately (like the past year) and i just hate my self so much and i cut myself sometimes... and it doesnt hurt... i dont know what to do to get out of this! i feel like i have no more friends and tht everyone hates me and wants to (litterally) kill me!I've been around some drugs lately but i dont really want to try them but im so tempted. I've been taking a lot of pain killers lately... Hoping tht i might over dose or something.... i've strangled myself to where i pass out before... i dont kno if I just need some one to hear me out and understand me or what? but im hoping i can get somewhat of a reply from this...?
~Kelly~ (link)
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I am not trying to judge u or make u change bc no one likes to be told what to do. Cutting wont help. ive done it b4. all it does is leave marks for ppl to see and judge u about it. if u feel the need to do it, find something else that will help stop the sucky feelings.
I dont see y everyone would hate u. r u rude to ppl? if u r then u should just be nice and tell everyone sry for the way u acted. if u rnt rude to everyone, thenmaybe those ppl just rnt 4 u. Find some new frineds. believe me there r ppl exactly like u in evey town.
Drugs wont solve problems either. they only cause more. ppl wth drugs rnt who u wanna be with. most ppl dont like ppl who r involed in drugs so that could be another reason that it seems like everyone hates u. even if u dont do them, being around them is almost just as bad.
unless u have physical pain like muscle pain, then u shouldnt be taking pain killers. y do u want to kill urself anyway. there is so much more out there to live for. some ppl just have to wait longer than others to get it.
What u need is someone to talk to.like a professional. someone who will be willing to help u get ur life back on track. U can change ur life around. I did. Better things can come to u if u r on a different track of life. try to get someone who has similar problems to get on the better track of life with u. haveing someone with u can me a tremendous help. determination for better things is what u need. i hope i do well. ~rate me and i hope i helped and didnt sound cheesy! bye
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