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E-mail: Zero22@37.com
Gender: Female
AIM: bcjamey
Member Since: June 21, 2004
Answers: 40
Last Update: May 28, 2005
Visitors: 3739
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ok hey im 14 n im very confused!!!! u c i really like this guy, hes ur typical bad-ass smokes,drinks, fights, gets arrested n all that crap... well i relly though he liked me bcuz he told me he LOVED me and he was very sweet to me n everything... im very stupid as i know now bcuz i lost my virginity to him!!!!!! that was in february!! i felt like it was right at that moment but now i regret it all!EVERYTHING I TOLD HIM N DID WITH HIM most of all cuz he told his friends i was "easy" n now i have a rep! i am always saying that all that is b/s that i never did ne thing with him but still not all of the ppl beleive me! but after all the shit he put me thru is like my heart doesnt want to forget him!!! i still really like him i dunno if its bcuz hes always with his cuzin n his cuzin n me r best friends so i gota c him all the time n then hes till calls n asks me stuff like "so u still fucking guys?" or "i heard so n so wanna fuck u, should i kick their asses?" hes STUPID N I WANNA HATE HIM SO BAD 4 ALL THE SHIT HE DID TO ME WAY TOO MUCH TO MENTION BUT Y DO I FEEL LIKE I STILL LIKE HIM????(by the way i was pregnant but had a miscarrige n he was the dad) ineve told him though. n last time we were talking he was telling me he never knew how pretty my eyes were!! wut kind of b/s is that? IM CONFUSED WHAT SHOULD I DO? (link)
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Alright babe, I'm kinda in your position now...my stories on here somewhere. I was with a hardass guy too...I lost my virginity and I regret it now too. I want to hate him for hurting me too but you just can't. It's just something about your "first" that you'll never forget. Something...I don't know what but a few ppl I've talked to say they still have feelings for their first even though it was 2-3 years ago.....what I can tell you is keep your mind clear of him. And if ppl are bothering you and saying your not a virgin...someone told me to just pretend I was and tell everyone else you were...it makes you feel better...I know i didn't help though...just thought I'de tell ya that your not alone...you can talk to me anytime~
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yes u did help though thanks... if u get outta ur problem email me BaBeALiCiOuS912@aol.com thanx
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