Member Since: October 29, 2004
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OK...telling this story is getting really annoying, and I'd appreciate it if I didn't get snide comments about it, I already feel like a whore.
Well, to start it out, I had just gotten this new account on vampirefreaks. My friend had some crazy-cool people posting on hers so I went to check it out. One of the guys was so awesome. His profile was freakin' long and crazy, and he seemed really sweet. I left a message on his site and toddled off. Then he left a message on mine and so on. Well, anyways, we started talking on IM. The first time, I thought I had thoroughly annoyed him, so when we spoke next I apologized. Well, during our second conversation, we started making out. We pretty far, but not quite THAT far. Before I'd really talked to him, I thought he was really great, and when I did talk to him, I began to develop a crush on him.
A few days passed, othing happened. But then, his birthday came around. We had talked a little bit...and then we started doing a few things. It was mostly me doing, well, everything, so it was sort of weird. but that time, we did everything... In the end, I thought it had meant othing to him, but it didn't really bother me. but then after we did all of that, I felt sort of guilty, dirty...
Later that same night, after talking to 2 of my very close friends (one online, one not), i still felt bad. Then I was IMed by another guy from vampirefreaks, that I had become friends with a few days earlier. (NOTE: i had been at school, trying to sign in to vampirefreaks, and I wandered aimlessly onto this one page and it said the name Eryk. I looked at the pics and thought he was pretty, decided to look later. I looked him up later, and it wasn't him, but this other guy. There weren't any pictures of him so I read his profile. I left a comment, then he looked at my profile and IMed me. Thats how I met him.)
I Started talking with him, and he seemed sweet and he was always really nice and funny. I did like him, yeah, but I didn't really know how much. So, on the same day as the incident with Dion, I also did stuff with the other guy (his name is Dan). After all of that Dani and I talked... and he said that he'd liked me. I did like him to, so we just talked. Then after a few days we're like in love... My mum finds out about the cyber because I had printed it *dolt* 'cause I needed to talk to my friends about it. Mum banned me from IM. I snuck on to talk to them both, last night. Turns out it did mean something to Dion, and now he won't tell me how he feels about me. Dan and I are currently split up because he needs to think about some things, but he says that once he's done, we can go back to that. So, everything with Dan is ok, I think. But what do I do about Dion? And what about mum? (link)
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I dont't EXACTLY understand your whole problem (it was long and WAYYY confusing) but don't worry about it. You didn't do nethin...it was online! So if I were you Id just leave the whole thing alone...you already got urself in trouble wit your mom and you never know what kinda people these guys are. They can be 40 year old men eatin beans out of a can! So just forget about the whole thing and move on! And about the whole thing with IMs...give it a few weeks and don't even bring it up. Then ask her one day when shes in a good mood. Hope I helped!
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