Member Since: April 11, 2011
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About the probability of meeting each other. Do you think we can gain anything from contacting each other?or at least keep in contact.Would there be any benefit?
I myself believe that we dont have anyone else. so we should stick together.I've been attempting to atleast gather a community of us.not very successful so far.
but i think that we would be capable of so much more if we were together.the probability of meeting would obviously be close to zero. but what if we kept in contact?
I tried to put up a facebook community page for us but i dont really know how to get people in them.I only got one member. anyway here's a link if your interested anyway:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/We-Wear-Masks/192934244082838 (link)
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i guess "sharing" exp aint a bad idea at all, occasionaly talking.. but i dont think gathering a community is the right way to go about it. i think most of us dont care for such stuff, bear prejudice towards flocking together, are cautious and whatnot.
even when surrounded by others, i am still alone, separeted by fakeness from everybody else but that doesnt mean im lonely. and personally, i dont find comfort in numbers nor do i feel a need to belong to a group. the eupheism that describes me would be independent...
yes, sociopath does sound a bit serial killer-ish, we arent like that.
i myself dont have a facebook account, cause it would be tiring to not only keep the pretence up in the real life, but also online (because of my "friends") thou i do have a skype~
hmm, dolosus(crafty, sly, cunning, deceitful),simulatus, subditus, fictus (pretending, simulating); are much more fitting words imo
aniplex has a nice ring to it, but i dont think its us. something meaning hidden danger, complex mind, many faces, prowler even, would be more accurate...
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I am an 18 year old male and I have been a pretty emotionally dead person for...well since my early childhood. And when I say dead I don't mean depressed or really down or anything of that nature. It's nearly impossible for me to feel anything genuine and I can only put a mask of fakeness on so I don't seem so far out. When I was in a psychology class I read about something called anti-social personality disorder and it almost disturbed me how similar the symptoms were to my own character. I've done enough to put myself away for the better half of my life and I haven't felt a shred of remorse or conscience. Anyways, I'm wondering if my lack of emotion is a cause of concern. Nothing brings me joy, pain, or sorrow and I can't even feel love for my own family anymore. NOTHING will make me feel anything and it bothers me. All I feel like is a body and a brain without a soul. Something is wrong with me but I don't know what. I'm a very intelligent person and all it seems I can do is succeed with material things like work while my relationships are built on false pretenses and emotions I never even felt but acted like I did. My question is: If there is anybody somewhat educated about this...what could be wrong with me? Do I have anti-social personality disorder?...and am I stuck with this? (link)
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@ifeelnothin, indeed, I am an INTP/INTJ. Interesting.
but it just doesn't feel right. there i was, lying to ...let's call him A, and i knew i should feel guilt, yet i felt nothing. it's so strange, this emptiness... i know i should be feeling a certain emotion, yet i'm not.
when i should be sad, i feel nothing.
when i should be happy, i feel nothing.
when i should be angry, i feel nothing.
nothing, nothing, nothing...
and i'm forced to simulate it all, so as to avoid other people's suspicion.
i must say though, i think a classmate of mine may be the same. even if he isn't, i feel like he knows. just a hunch...but how can i find out if he's the same? got any ideas? it would be my first time "meeting" someone like me in real life. man, this ought to be interesting.
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