Member Since: October 30, 2008
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Last Update: October 30, 2008
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I've had depression since about 8th grade..i'm a senior now. I know its gotten a lot worse. I used to never wear makeup and stuff but now when i look in the mirror i hate hate hate how i look and try to use makeup to fix it. i never look in the mirror and it completely ruins my day if i see how i look cause i think i look like shit all the time. i hate taking pictures cause i look retarted in every picture. my best friends are soo pretty and i feel like crap compared to them. i used to have my blinds open all the time cause i loved having the sunlight come into my room..but now they are ALWAYS closed. i hate seeing my face in the sunlight i can't even explain. i probably sound really emo..but i promise you i'm not. i have a lot of friends and i'm always happy with them but by myself i'm so depressed. will meds for depression help this at all cause i just want to be comfortable with how i look like i did in middle school (link)
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i suffered from depression myself, mine was slightly different i ahd post natal depression and now after 7 years im finally ok.. it may not seem like their is no light at the end of the tunnel but believe me their is. If you are feeling like this i would talk to your mum or a close friend.. it may also be wise to consult a doctor, conciling or antidepresents could be options for you.. im not saying antidepresents are the way to go btu talking to someone who can understand you may help.
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