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Okay, I know that there have been many questions on the subject, but I looked, and I haven't found any other question/answers that were helpful. Okay, well here goes. I've gotten so addicted to cutting, that lately I've been doing it in class. I even cut my initials into my skin. Well today I got caught, and I was telling a friend about it, and my 4th period teacher heard. Well after the test in that class, she called me into the hall because we were allowed to do anything, and I got out a needle, and when that teacher saw she called me out. Then she was all like you know what you do is dangerous and stuff, and I was like yes... and she said other stuff like I care about you, and want you to stop, and I was like yeah, whatever. Well, now I really want to stop, but I can't it's like I'm addicted. I want to end my life, yet I want to live. And so now, I don't know how to stop. And I would bring it up to one or both of the teachers that know, but I wouldn't know how to bring it up, and I'm afraid that they would tell my parents, and my parents wouldn't sympathize, they would get really mad, trust me I know. So I was wondering, how might I get over this addiction, and if I were to tell the teacher that I need help, then how would I bring it up. What would you do to get help, and if you were to ask a teacher for help, what would you say. And if you were a cutter, but no longer cut, I'd like to hear your stories, no matter how long! Thanks a bunch!
Sorry it's so long, but I'm really worried about how far I might take this. (link)
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hi.... wow i think u need to just tell ur self u cant cut maybe throw away all ur needles or something u really need to find another way to get ur emotions out!!! i hope i helped!!
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okay.. a few years ago.. my sister died of luekemia.. n today..at the end of gym.. my close friend confessed to me that she has luekemia.. so that second she otld me i bursted out crying n then she started crying.. then the bell rang..n then i had math.. so i was crying wen i got in math n after the bell rang.. my teached pulled me out of the room n was like wuts wrong you need to tell me if sumones gonna get hrut u need to tell me.. n she kept like naggin.. so i was like yea mah friend.lets call her Sara.. so i told her sara has luekimia..cuz she has sara as a student in another period.. n so she was like omg im so sory n she was all hugin me n stuff. so she took me to the school sicotrist(sry spelling!)n i had already known the sicotrist...from past experiences n mah parents were close with her threw her daughter.. soo she was like yea jus calm down ur gotta be strogn lol stuff.. cuz a few periods later.. about 15 minutes b4 the end of the day.. she came into mah civics class n was like..i need to speak to Ali.. so i went n she was like guess wut.. sara doesnt have luekemia.. so i was like omg... but i know for a fact that sara wud never ever ever ever lie about sumthin like that... so i was like.. how do you know.. n she was like.. i talked to her sister in the highschool n she was baffled by the idea..so i was all like..rite.. so i went bac into mah class n at the end of it.. mah civics teacher(whjo is the most understanding teacher in the whole wide world) was like okay i heard n stuff n its gnna be okay she don have it or ne thin they called her parents nstuff... so who do i believe? i mean i know for a fact she wud never lie about sumthing like that
sry so long
ali (link)
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Hey,
well i am really sorry bout what is going on right now!
:( i hope everything turns out goood and i will be keeping her in my prayers ( even though i dont know her!)
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