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It all started a few years ago, when this boy moved here.
He lived maybe 5 houses down the road, so i saw him all the time.
He was cute, but i didnt like him.
I started liking him after I got to know him.
Then got over him and that was that.
Just last year, i had my bestfriend come over all the time and apparently they were goood friends so we hung out with him all the time.
I started to like him, but not alot alot.
All of that hanging out led to sex and whatnot,no we werent going out and i should have respected myself more.
[we both we virgins]
After that , i just love him.I Became attatched i guess.I knew he didnt like me, but i liked him.
Then bad news came along,and i moved away.He still goes to my school but its not the same. And my friend had told someone about the sex thing,so he got mad and hated me.I still liked him,then after a while he told me he didnt hate me, so i was happy.
Then maybe 3 weeks ago, he started acting mean again and stopped talking to me as much. Something happened the other day where he thought I said that I wasnt ever gonna talk to him again but i said something else, it was just loud so he thought i said that I wasnt gonna talk to him, and he said he doesnt care if i talk to him,but i didnt say that. My friend told him I didnt say that, i think.
I dont know what to do and he isnt the type of person who I can have a serious conversation with and we arent that close anymore So its hard.
I also am way to nice and i think im to easy , I want to be harder.
Sorry this was long, I just need help.
Im always sad, and I cant really tell the boy how I feel, he just isnt the type, you know?
thanks 15/f/oh (link)
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well...... I think the reason you are sad is because you don't want this person that you like to be mad at you...... and if you really like him then i think you should talk to him..... but do you really like him or you just think you do because you lost your virginity to him?
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