18 year old from Australia.
Has experienced just about anything one could experience in a life-time, nothing could surprise me.
Vegan, piercing junkie....?
E-mail: bishi_tamer@hotmail.com
Gender: Female
Location: Australia
Occupation: Student
Age: 18
Member Since: June 29, 2006
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Okay...for the past 3 years I have dealt with cutting and eating disorders and up until recently the problems have been under control...but I have been like..relapsing? I guess that'd be the word. When I get extremely angry or sad the only thing that comes to mind is cutting...idk why! I don't want to die, but it is so easy to relieve pain that way. Of course I haven't cut myself because even when I think about it, my mind wanders which brings me to another point. My mind is always off somewhere thinking about things...things that scare me or challenge me causing me to just be a very nervous person. I can be ecstatic one moment..and then become depressed and hate life the next. I have told my Mom bout this becuz I think I may have ocd or be bi-polar or sumthing but she says it's not true and I am fine...I don't FEEL fine. I feel like a mental case and I don't want it to escalate. I want to think like everyone else, but I can't...everything reminds me of something no matter what it is...all I do is think of past experiences, things I want to happen, things that probably will happen...and I day-dream A LOT. What should I do? Nothing in particular is wrong in my life, but I feel unhappy anyways. What should I do? (link)
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