i was whole life desperate to find the meaning of life am atheist age 18 have horrible parents lived most of the life in depression am intellectual and read like hundred of books just this year i recovered from depression for first time this when my parents started to get together(they just talk a little by now)after they got together i become like king of the world made so much friends of both genders defined my purpose of life but it was just for awhile now i went through most horrible forum of depression and become completely emotionless just yesterday got my emotions back( toughest fight ever like finding thing that didn't exist) and the same night my parents again had fight , so well living in hell but i can bare it i only need some emotions i cannot feel pain or joy i know i have emotions now but still don't feel complete even my older state of super sad was better and moreover my fiinal exams are going which is gonna decide which university i get well this is my life all i have is hope that kept me alive
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