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I'm thirteen and female, and I'm tired of living. I need a quick way to kill myself -- you know, a way that will work and won't get me in the hospital like last time.
Before you guys tell me to get help, I'm going to say that I already have gotten help. I have tried everything I can think of -- medication, therapy, going to the mental hospital -- but I still want my life to end. I have been depressed since I was ten and nothing has helped.
I have made plans to kill myself before, but none of them have worked. I once found a rope, tied it into a noose, and hid it in my closet, planning to use it later. But my mom found it and took it away. (She knows that I am suicidal.)
And when I tried slitting my throat, I just ended up in the emergency room for hours.
My mom has taken everything away that's sharp. I can't cut myself and I can't stab myself or anything.
So I'm out of ideas. Maybe I could try running out in front of a car, but I would probably end up in the emergency room again.
Please help. :( (link)
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Hi,
When I read the part about cutting your throat I realised how serious your situation was. In all the things you've tried I think there's one incredibly important thing you haven't been told: Jesus loves you.
The God who made you and who's made sure that your attempts to kill yourself haven't worked so far loves you and has a wonderful plan for your life. Don't end your life before learning what that plan is. Get your hands on a bible - if you can't find a physical one there's an online bible on www.bible.is/EN1NIV/Matt/1. I chose the NIV version, because it's easier to understand for the first time reading of the bible. There are no words for you to read in the link, just push the play button and listen. It will read the whole of the new testament to you. Listen to at least the whole book of Matthew to start with.
After that pray.Be completely honest when you pray. God in the bible tells us that He hears every prayer to Him. If you need to talk to me at all, my email address is siren713_naga@yahoo.com.
I will be praying for you, Megan. You just seem like a Megan.
God Bless you.
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Thank you so much! I know Jesus loves you too. :)
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