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Q: ok im a 13yr old female and have been a cutter for 2 years.i know its a terrible thing,im getting some treament but stin ill kinda confused:im covered with cuts and scars,shoulder to ankle.i think there soooo ugly but hate when they fade.i want them to stay fresh and bleeding forever it seems,and dont know why.i do NOT want to stop cutting becousse it helps a ton becouse i m bullied and all that shit.i get sad when i take a shawer becouse all the blood washes away and it helps me so much and i dont want them to go.some day i may want them to go but not any time soon.im also triggered by bare wrists.in a way im just ashamed of what ive done to myself and want to be free of it.but i dont want to have scar free wrists and i cut more if i notice if they have perfect skin becouse im jelous in a way i geuss ..its become an everyday thing were i cut a ton pleases help im scared ill kill myself even though iv tried before.have i gone crazy????

Your not crazy? All u need is to maybe start to feel more positive, and maybe stop cuting I know you say you do it cause your getting bullied, but that's really never going to solve anything I know you say it makes you feel a whole lot better when you cut but really your not feeling better! You might be going though depression! All you need to feel good about youself and start to find help sense you said your bullied

Hope I helped in some way! :)

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ya,but i do get that a lot.for me i need to wantto stop.and yes,i have deppresion

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