Member Since: January 24, 2012
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Last Update: January 29, 2012
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Im only 13, and I have bad family problems. I dont remember when I started to not feel emotions, I just did.
- I laugh and cry, but I normally stop halfway through, when I relise i dont feel humour or whatever.
- I get hungry and go searching for food, but I dont FEEL hungry, same when Im angry sad happy or watever.
- I have never told anybody about this, and my parents have no idea... i think
- I always seem to have miniture black out things where my vision gos all dark for about 10 seconds... ( Dont know if this caused it or watever..
- But in a way I dont want to feel emotions.... It hurts when you do... (link)
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Hey you:) I am sorry that things are going so crappy for you. I understand what it is like to grow up in a home with "bad family problems", and even though you don't go into detail, I can imagine what may be happening.
You say that you haven't told anybody about this and it makes me kind of sad because there has to be somebody close to you that you can share this with. No? I know it may be scary to reach out, but this is the best possible thing you can do for yourself.
There is no need to be alone. Think about it: If you can write a letter to a stranger on the internet and someone (me) cares enough about you to answer it, then there are more people in your life (who actually know you)who will want to help you too. A teacher? Friend? Church member? Doctor? Friend's parents? What about your own parents? Can you talk to them or another relative?
I am not a doctor, but it seems that you are dealing with more than you are capable of by yourself right now and that is making you depressed and isolative ( wanting to be by yourself). Since you are having black out symptoms and using food to help cope, and those are both medical issues, you need to trust someone enough to help you get the help you need.
Please talk to an adult you trust and let them know about your physical symptoms as soon as possible. If you need to talk, I am here. Take care.
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