Member Since: January 10, 2011
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So back in February i smoked weed for the first time since it was my 15'th birthday. Well i got really really high and started freaking out and saying, "This is a dream, this is a cartoon" and it scared me soooooooo bad. Well then i woke up the next day feeling fine. Alittle more then a month later i smoked alittle again and felt kind of like i wasnt in my body but it wasnt bad. Well then about a month later i started smoking like, once a week on the weekends at partys. and i started to know my limit for smoking. Well from time to time when i would smoke (which was once maybe twice a week) i would feel like i was in a dream and id have moments like that too. but nothing to bad. I was outside in the sun A LOT and i was playing soccer A LOT. and eating alot of fruit. So after the school year started, i still smoked the same, some weeks id not smoke just because i didnt want to. Well since about, October, iv been having having days where i feel like im not here, aka depersonalization. and it scares me. well i kept smoking until a couple days after thanksgiving and then i stoped for a month, but the depersonalization stayed the same. well then my friends pressured me into smoking again (and i was being weak about it) and i smoked it and i was soo scared. well since then, iv been having really really bad episodes of depersonalization. Iv had anxiety problems since 7th grade when i was bullied kinda bad. and i was sexually abused for around 7 years in my childhood and never told anyone. my mom and dad got divorced and that was really really bad. I had 1 friend die, one close family friend, and the guy who lived across the street die who was pretty much my dad. All within 9 months. the same 9 months that iv been smoking. If i tell my mom she doesnt believe me. Im sick of feeling like this, i want to feel like a real person again. i started writing down how i felt and getting my feelings out on paper and thats helped alittle bit, admitting the things that have happened to me and everything like that.
What are some ways i can bring myself back?
How long will this last?
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You fuckin silly girl. You realise you have stuffed your brain permanently now!You cant Mend it! Why did it in the First place now you will live in regret And have Weird feeling that your not There.you may be experiencing This feeling that you see or hear things that arent there? This feeling îs called a 'hallucination' which once you have got you can not get rid of properly cauze it îs a sign of permanent brain damage. You may be able to get some medicinei to help stop it but never fix it properly.
Sorry for the bad news:( but best to know the truth lol. Im not just gonna lie to you saying aww your fine when your not haha.
To help just dont EVER do it again and keep a healthy balanced diet and fitness levels up and Take a trip to a doctor. And also you MUST tell your mum otherwise you may run inti big probleme with the police or yourself, okay!!
Good luck!!!
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Yeah, no. I'm aready better. thanks for the not good advice tho.
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