Member Since: December 19, 2008
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Lately my spiritual family and I have been rocked to the core do to betrayal, and seeing how the people who have betrayed us has been verbally hurting the ones I love and I snapped and I had hacked into their site to send everyone a message explaining what we had to say since they have given us no opportunities. I have been fighting with these traitors and at night some times i even find myself so upset that I am vomiting and having nosebleeds. I have been eating more than usual.
Now It is like I can only feel anger or disgust. Ive hidden this from the other social aspects of my life simply because I do not want people who have no knowledge of the basics of what i do, yet those who assume my religious practices are evil.
but it is getting so bad that It is like I had lost base and I have lost what i worked for the ability to forgive or to be calm. No one but my spiritual family knows of these events. I dont know if i would say I was traumatized or what...
I just get these real violent urges, as if I have not became spiritualy sound yet.
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What is the matter with you! get help!
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That was what I am trying to get.
If you are only going to say that why bother to answer? Thanks but no thanks..
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