Q: This is my story. It's kind of long.
I moved across the world, literally 12,000 miles.
I had a boyfriend who is Libra.
Madly in love, he promised to move here but he never did.
I understand why, because of money. I can't wait for him forever. He was my first love, first kiss, first time.
He treats me like a princess. I love him still. very much.
I realized that he will never move here. Unless some divine miracle took control. I feel guilty about it.
We broke up. I told him i hated him which is not true. He makes me very mad sometimes. He is libra.
I met this guy who became my best friend in the new place I moved.
He's funny, sweet, cute, and scorpio.
My mom was aquarius and married a scorpio, my dad. They divorced. My mom is harrd to deal with.
but we get along as friends. I think she gets on my nerves because she is bi polar. hard to deal with.
My dad is hard to deal with because he is a D-word. I know how to deal with him though.
This guy that is scorpio. lets call him. 'mr'
so mr and me became best friends and he lives near me so we hang a lot. things between him and his girlfriend werent the same and broke up with her.
he and i have very good chemistry, but he is a virgin. every time we get close to making love, i don't want to anymore. i just love cuddling. is it a woman thing? I want sex. i want it bad. but im not fired up enough..which is hard to understand because im 16. lets not get into this 'too young for sex ' thing. im talking about compatibility.
I found out mr made me angry because he made me jealous because a lot of girls talk with him.
we sorted it out. because i lie a lot too.
i heard its important to dominate in a scorpio relationship so i took control in the situation. I had him crying and breaking down. I felt bad about that. His friend tried to talk to me about it. Everything is good between us now.
but im wondering.
1.Why is passion so close yet so far?
( I want to make love with him, he means very much to me, we were best friends before this.)
2. I know scorpio and aquarius dont belong together, but is there hope since i know how to deal with them? (my dad is scorpio)
3. I know libras are better for me, but the fire kind of burned out from being distant. It sounds very selfish, i know.
4. Does it seem like it will all be okay in the end, or what should i do?
*also* scorpio guy and me are very happy whenever we're with each other. nothing could bring us down. we love falling asleep with each other. we can't go ten minutes without hugging or kissing.
the attraction between us is very very good. maybe the sex thing is my sex drive? *i finished my period a little more than a week ago*
