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Hello, I'm a male, 17 years old, and from Lebanon (Middle East). I'm really confused about my sexuality. I have a girlfriend and I appear straight to all my friends. But when I masturbate, I imagine that I'm a girl getting violated, or having sex with two guys etc. And when I watch a porn movie, I see myself as the girl in the movie, not as the guy, and imagining that I'm a girl having sex with a guy turns me on more than anything. I always like to be a girl who is having sex with guys not a guy having sex with a guy, nor a girl having sex with a girl, only a girl having sex with a guy. and I have a fake email ID and when I'm using it I pretend to be a girl, I steal girl's photos from the Internet and show them to guys in Chatting Rooms, and tell them that it's me. they believe that it's me and start chatting dirt to me... and I masturbate. I've never had sex by the way. But I was once harrased 2 months ago in a Cab by the driver... at first he started turning me on with a sex talk, then he gave me a handjob.. I don't consider it as a sexual harrasment because I didn't defend myself.. I let him do it. But i didn't let him touch my penis. But I also have a girl friend.. and when we make out I get turned on.. but I never reached orgasim with her.. she once tried to give me ahandjob but it didn't work.. I don't wana be Gay or Bisexual, I want to be straight. I watch porn a lot and i'm addicted to masturbation. HELP (link)
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ok.....your confusing
me so im pretty sure
your confused yourself
if you really wanna be
straight && you think
your straight stick to
your girl friend...
but maybe if you have
sex with your girlfriend
*no rush of course* and
you stop having those
things about you being
a girl having sex with
a guy....than youll know
your straight
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