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13/f 7th grade, I have no self-esteem. I'll tell you the reason why too. I moved from Indiana to Kentucky. It started out there. I was the new girl, getting to know everyone. My mom had just started dating this new guy right after her divorce. I met his daughter, Alison Jones aka the bitch. At first I thought she was a really good person, nice friendly. We started to go to the same school and I got on her softball team. Well this was about 3 years ago when it started. I thought she was my friend. But this shows that you can't trust anyone very well. She started spreading rumors. I don't know what she said, but no one would talk to me. The new girl. Its hard being the new girl because everyone is supposed to be friendly right? Nope. Half the time, if the teacher told anyone to sit by me, they wouldn't do it. And if they did, they insulted me. calling me ugly and stupid. After a while, I couldn't deal with it. I actually started to believe that I was ugly and stupid. My grades fell behind....and I didn't have any friends. EVen talking about it makes me wanna cry, which is what I'm doing. I started thinking suicidle. But I finally met one of my closest friends and she put a stop to it. But there is still damage. I have self-esteem left in my body. Not one ounce. I just moved to Oklahoma. I new start. It's great. But I still think about it and I have no self-esteem. The bright side, everyone likes me for my bright personality. Not letting my other personal stuff get in the way. I have no Idea how to get all my self-esteem back. Someone plz hep me.
P.S. sorry it was so long. (link)
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To have no desires is to experience no suffering.
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ok, I get what your saying. But maybe explaing what you mean. I get it, but can you at least help me get it a little more.
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