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Age: 16
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My friends ALL tell me I'm emo.
I don't dress any particular way, I wear random stuff, and nobody else I know would DARE dress like me.
I am really down a lot, and I have contemplated suicide more than once[and planned it].
I really hate people saying I'm emo, because I don't mean to. How can I stop??
Unfortunately, the other side of me is that I'm "really smart" but I'm also a complete ditz. I never get whats going on around me, because I'm so caught up in what I'm thinking.
Yet, I also have weird sensory crap going on. I am really really sensitive, and I can tell right away if something's wrong with those I'm close to, even if they're not there. I get feelings telling me to call them.
Someone HELP. I am so sick of feeling alone.
Suicide is on the table again, but I'm trying not to. PLEASE HELP! (link)
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Ok.
Well, did the suicidal thoughts start after people started calling you emo, or before?
Actually...
You're friends need to stop telling you you're emo.I think that by calling you that, they could be making things even worse.
"Emo" is a label, a label associated with depression and suicide.
I am down a lot, but suicidal thoughts for me started coming once I started getting labeled. I feel this is because I associate suicide with what people call me, and it makes me feel like suicide should be what I resort to for my problems. Whenever i pick up the knife to do it, I always back down, because I can't be sure if I'm doing it because I want to, or if I feel like I want to because of what people call me.
Suicide is not the answer. If you're thinking of doing it, try to find a reason or reasons why. If it's because you feel it's what you're supposed to do, don't do it. If you have no specific reasons why, don't do it. If you just feel like you want to do it, still don't do it.
Are you taking medication now? Maybe you should look into it.
This site really made me think about things. Maybe some messages on it will make sense to you.
http://suicide.com/index2.html
I see your intelligence and senses to be a gift, use them, don't destroy them.
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