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my best friend zach, and now x-boyfriend, got locked up october 1, 2006. we had been writing for a long time untill it was time for his court date and that was the last letter i got. after that, they sentinced him for a longer time and also said he was not aloud to write me. durring that period that he wrote me, and when i found out that he couldnt write anymore, i cried every night. he ment so much to me. we told eachother everything and then it was like he fell off the earth. its hurt me ever since.
BUT since then, ive gotten a new boyfriend jordan. but i keep having dreams about zach. it used to be just silly dreams like him comming back and how happy i was to see him and what i did when i saw him. usually somewhat of the same dream. but once in a while, i get a wierd dream, and last night i woke up wanting to cry because in this dream i called zachs parents and told them to let him call me because if he didnt i was going to forget about him. he called me that night, and was like "please dont forget about me, dont leave me. i love you, you love me. please dont." and i just said "im sorry i cant, i cant do this i love jordan." he was just begging me and that hurt me so much eventually in my dream i was like "im sorry zach, i have to go..." and hung up the phone. the wierd part was i was like watching it from above. and it upset me all day...
so i guess im asking if anyone wants//could interprate my dream for me because im so lost. its just hurting me inside so bad. thank you. (link)
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i'm not someone who studies dreams particularly well, but i'll try for the sake of you.
it looks like you miss zach [a given] and that you might still love him but are forcing yourself to get over him because you're with jordan now and you feel you have an obligation to him as a girlfriend. [sorry for the run-on sentence.]
if you don't still love him, you might just miss him as a really good friend who you could tell every to, but its been a while and you don't want to be awkward when you finally get into contact with him again.
do not hold it against me if i'm wrong, but i really hope i helped. :3
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