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Not sure if what I am experiencing is mental or spiritual.
OK, I am not depressed. I have been treated for that in the past. So I know what depression is like, this is not it. I have a decent job, a great family and no real problems. I am an easygoing person who loves everyone.
Here's my story:
My family and I were waiting at a stoplight when suddenly out of no where I got this powerful urge to cry. I tried to fight it, I had nothing to cry about. As we sat there at the light waiting, an ambulance appeared in the distance. It was in front of us, heading our direction fast. The closer the ambulance got the stronger the uge to cry became. By the time the ambulance had reached us, I could not fight it anymore. I was quietly crying when my boyfriend noticed and became concerned. He asked me what was wrong and all I could say was "I don't know." It wasn't just the urge to cry. I had an overwelming feeling of deep sadness as the ambulance passed. I didn't feel like myself. I felt lost and extremely confused.
I think I may have even blacked out for a few seconds. Everything went blurry and my body felt limp.
Our light turned green after the ambulance passed.
As the distance between us and the ambulance grew the feeling faded. Before 10 minutes had passed I no longer had the urge to cry. I was able to sit up in my chair and see clearly. The emotional heavyness that hit me so fast, was gone just as fast. Afterwords I felt drained, exhausted and emotionally raped.
This does not happen every time an ambulance gets near me. Just sometimes. Never had one quite so strong before. When I am next to someone at the store or workplace, no where in particular. I feel as if I know how they are feeling. The stronger the emotion the more sure I am of the feeling. Sometimes, I think I can tell what an animal is feeling. Not what they are thinking, but how they are feeling emotionally.
Could this be real?
I cannot run everytime an ambulance passes me. Although the thought has crossed my mind. I hate the feeling of being emotionally raped.
Is this a question for the mental health section?
Thanks for letting me ramble. I am open to any advice you have.
Thanks,
Tammy-AKA hnstymtrs
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You might have been responding to a subconcious trigger upon seeing the ambulance. What I mean is, if something negative happened in your past that is related to hospitals, accidents, or emergencies, it is a very real possibility that seeing and hearing the ambulance triggered the response you had in a way much like those who suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome respond to reminders of their past.
Also, the presence of an ambulance in our society rarely brings good news, as a medical urgency always precedes the need for the ambulance. Those who have had depression in the past (I have had and been treated for this as well) tend to have a heightened awareness of our emotions, good and bad. In some cases, one cannot help but 'feel' for the victim we know is out there, and as a result, it is very easy to experience the uncontrollable urge to let our emotions overtake us.
Or, and this is just a silly wild theory, you are a psychic empath and can pick up on the emotions of others, but there really is no way to prove this. However, if you experience these things more often in a variety of situations and do not again receive a diagnosis of depression, then it woudl be something to consider.
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Thank you. So far you are the only one that has responded with an empath theory. I am leaning towards it myself.
Feeling others emotions has never been this strong before. I died when I was 9 months old, I vaguely remember anything that happened. Just lights and darkness. Bright overhead hospital lights and a cold table. I ran with the fire department as a volunteer EMT. I have treated people inside the ambulance before.
Not just things like the story I told, but other things too.
Deja-vu is off the chart lately too. I can actually recognize the deja-vu and tell you what is going to happen seconds before it happens. It is like being in a re-run.
My sister, who is into natural healing tells me I need to release my energy and then learn how to harness it. When we were younger, I used to be able to predict things. Not like I knew they would happen, I would just comment,"Wouldn't be wierd if?" And within a few hours of me commenting, IT WOULD HAPPEN. It got so bad, it freaked me out and I stopped 'What if'ing' and have not for over 15 years. I have seen and been touched by good and hostile spirits. My life has been full of unexplained phenomenon. I ran accross a store the other day called Psycic Awakenings. Think I may stop in for a look!!
Take care, Thanks again!
hnstymtrs
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