My Favorite thing in the world is writing poetry granite i havent written alot newayz im 15 i go to Grafton High School and im not single :-) i met this most beautiful and attractive girl through advicenators we hit it off and now were going out I LOVE YOU ROSEMARIE alot of people think i am unattractive and that saddens me newayz here is one of my poems that i have written it is deep and dark
We have been born to this world
Some live dark and cold
I feel like giving up
Sitting here drinking liquor out of this cup
It sooths the pain and the memories of my life
It doesnt hurt like the blade of the knife
As I look through the shadowed day
I get onto my knees and pray
And wonder why is my life useless to you
I wonder what have I done to you
This rope i tied to a slip knot
No one will be there for me to be caught
As I jump from the rope tied to the cieling fan
I whisper the words Damn
For now i have lived this useless life
The one that cut like a knife
I gasp for air knowing what i have done
No air for breathing, none
I feel it getting cold in this room
No one knew my doom
This useless life has passed me by
When i was not meant to die
I took my life in my hands
My useless life has gone and died
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Ok this is going to be long, sorry. Ok so I went out with this guy we'll call him Scotty. Well I really loved him and I thought he loved me too, and he said he did, but he kissed another girl and left me for her. He told me it was bc I didn't trust him and if I didn't he might as well do stuff with girls. I hated him soo much, and he called me a whore. We became cool finally, but not friends or anything. He used to be my best friend. So I was on AIM and my friend asked me to unblock him and we talked and then we talked on the phone the past two nights. It's been really weird, he said sorry and everything, and I gave him crap for how he treated me. We're pretty close now. The thing is I can't tell my mom, she knows how he treated me and I think she won't let me see him. We're just friends..for now we don't wanna rush anything. He still has feelings for me though, but he says he loves me so much, but just as friends. He thinks we'll go back out someday and that he loved me more than any of his other gf's. He said he's missed me and stuff, but there's this other girl let's call her bitch lol. Well he liked bitch before we started talking but bitch is going out w/ someone else and he isnt sure if she's going to leave her guy to go out w/ him. He said he's really confused cause I just come back in his life and he doesn't know what to do. So we're not rushing anything.. My question is, should I even be friends with him I really want to though, and if I do idk how I'm going to tell my mom, she hates him and made me block him on AIM!!! (link)
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Hunny if he left you for another girl he is the fool and if he broke up with you and your broke your heart he will do it again alot of guys are A-Holes some more than others and all this guy wants is you back because he knows he messed up i think you shouldnt give him another chance because if he broke your heart once what makes you think he wont do it again?
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well you never mentioned the fantasies part that still doesnt forgive him for that matter but that he say he will love you "someday" isnt good enough you deserve better
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thanks, it's just i hurt him in the past too so idk if I diserved it
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