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Let me start of by saying: I would not be asking this if I didnt already feel bad && want to change this. SO please, don't preach.
Down right to the point?
I stole my friend's new 300 dollar digital camera. (reminder: I know it was wrong, no lecturing)
While doing it, i KNEW it was wrong.
When she noticed it was gone, she cried.
It broke my heart.
I know God forgives, but my gut tells me..he won't.
I don't know, I want to send it back to her.
I think I will, as soon as I get her adress.
i CAN'T APOLOGIZE THOUGH. I CANT TELL HER.
I don't even know why I did it.
I love her. Im not jealous of her.
I don't need a digitial camera.
I don't want one.
But I did it anyway.
Just because I knew I could.
I knew I wouldn't get caught.
I'm evil. I'm a really bad person, I know.
Yet, I can't change it.
Here's where I need help.
- appologizing to God for this.
HOW? I knew it was wrong while doing it, I knew the devil was pushing me and God was telling me not to, yet I listened to the devil.
It's happened before. I never learn.
I'll always do the wrong thing.
So what? he's just going to keep forgiving me?
- how do I stop this
any ideas?
- this feeling
even if I give it back, I'll never forget what I did. seeing her cry. knowing how much it meant to her yet still taking it. how can i forgive myself for it? what should I do? I know myself very well. I wont change, I'll do it again. And I wont let myself forget it. I know I'll always feel bad because of this.
AHHH GOSSSHH just help me please, I feel awful.
what should I do? with everything?
this feeling is sick.
I want to die.
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This may be an old question, but oh well.
Very simply, it hurts to see someone you care about in pain. Watching someone cry because you took something of their's and not knowing makes you feel pretty crappy. Especially when you know you could comfort them by telling them what happened to it. However, you can't blame the devil for what you did and its right to want to be forgiven for it. By God by your friend, by anyone really. God will always forgive you if you mean it. Your friend might not right away, but in my opinion telling them what happened is much easier than trying to lie about it. Cause there's always possiblity that they'll find out about it and know that you lied to them. Unlike some atheists, like Saint_Gasoline, I think that practicing the things taught in the New Testament will help you deal w/ stuff like this and keep you out of such problems. Anyhow, that's your call. Have fun and I hope it gets better =D.
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thaaank you soo much! yeah its an old question but i still think about it every now and then, and i still havn't done anything about it. thank you for answering it!!
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