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What are your top...lets say 3...reasons to live? What makes you happy to be here? (link)
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Learning ,growing,giving back
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I don't usually tell people I'm a christian because I don't go to church, I tend to swear a lot, I end up doing things I don't want to do like lie. I accepted God into my life when I was 4, I pray as much as I can or remember to, but I'm scared the He would see me as a hypocrite or something that He doesn't approve of and I wouldn't go to heaven and be with Him. Not just that I feel bad so much because I feel I've let my loved ones down and I don't know how to forgive myself, and I just feel like I messed up my life, and I don't know how to change. I'm scared to cry in front of others because I don't want to burden them. I'm just so scared. I don't know how to change and I pray things will get better. I always wanted to be the person people looked up to and loved but I'm the opposite and I can't help people I need God, I need help, I hurt so bad I don't know what to do (link)
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gods always there like the sun blocked by a cloud it passes.u can pray NOW just get on your hands and knees and close your eyes you have to be on your hands and knees.say the serenity prayer in your head..take it easy on yourself change dosent happen over night. ACTIONS 2.call ur family do something nice..babysteps
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