Member Since: May 19, 2005
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Last Update: May 22, 2005
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Ok, when I was 8 both my parents died in a car crash. I've been in and out of foster homes ever since. Most of them were assholes and abusive and then the last family I was with, before this one, just took off in the middle of the night and left me there. I took care of myself for about 3 months before someone found finally found me. when they finally found me I weighed 65lbs. and they said I was lucky to be a live. Now I wish I had just died then. That was when I was 10. I spent 2 years recovering and then I was put in another home. I ran away from there because they were assholes who enjoyed watching people get hurt. I'm now 15 and I'm not sure of anything anymore. I can't get close to people. I'm afraid to keep living. I really just want to give up. I've had thoughts of suicide before but never like this. I feel like there is nothing left. The people I'm with now are just like all the rest and I can't do it anymore. I don't want to keep living like this. I don't want to keep living at all. But I'm scared to go through with it I'm so confused and afraid and screwed up I don't know to do about anything.
My question is does anyone know how I can make things better? I've tried drugs, drinking, cutting, burning anything to take away all the confusion and nothing helps. If anyone has any ideas of how I can make things please let me know I really need help. I don't know what to do anymore. All I can think of is suicide and I know that's wrong but I'm just lost right now. Please if anyone has any ideas of how i can make things better help me. (link)
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No. Do NOT kill yourself. Althpgh, I would feel the same way. I felt the EXACT SAME WAY when my parents divorced. My mom is such a bitch I couldn't stand it.
Anyway, here's what you do: Just stay away from people (Not all the time) to be alone for a while. Then when you feel better go as far as you can to find good parents. You want them right?
Oh, I have a question for you: How are you using a computer?
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I'm currently with a foster family, they're assholes, but they have a computer that I can get access to sometimes.
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