Member Since: April 14, 2005
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Last Update: April 21, 2005
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I'm not sure where to turn. I feel like I have run out of options and I just can't cope.
I've seen a pyschiatrist, physchologist, hypnotherapist and counseller- none helped. I recently went to my head of year when things were really too much- to the extent when it was either help or die- and she, although she said she wouldn't since she saw it wouldnt help, has just asked a counseller to speak to me. I need real help. I know it can help to talk through fears and everything but it hasn't helped me in the past and I cannot put myself through the pain of living for the date where I saw a therapist and begging them to help me. It was hell and it never really helped anything.
I need SOMETHING more now. Things are really bad at the moment. It's hard to explain but basically I have complete phobias of lots of things (certain films, accents, places, anything) that I can relate to a certain person who hurt me. I don't want to go into this since it's not overly relevent to this question.
I just want to know if there is ANYTHING else out there. I really don't know what to do. I want to die. I feel like everything is helpless and no one can help me. I'm not allowed medication as the pyschiatrist felt I was too dependant on things. I don't know where else to turn. My parents don't either.
The reason I went to my head of year was for this reason- I am totally stuck. I can't handle it. I feel like I am falling and no one can stop me. I need help so badly- I just can't see anything out there.
Please reply if you can; thankyou xxxx (link)
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Alright. I have the same problem. Well, to an extent. The songs/movies/accents/etc remind you of a certain person... maybe someone who hurt you or maybe they died.. who knows. The thing to remember is.... The song/movie/accent wasn't made to make you miserable. Some people have very strong memories(me to) and these meories are triggered by different things. When something comes on the tv, or the radio, or someone speaks funny... just think of something else. I know it is hard.. I still start crying when I hear ANY song by Jewel... but some how you will learn to deal with it. *hugs*
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Thanks- *hugs* for you too- I hope things get better as well xxxxxx
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